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I'm at college now, so I'm finally a student.
Lifes been life... It has its ups and downs, mostly up at the moment, I feel awkward writing this, but me and Mitchell are over and thats all I'm going to say.

On a lighter note, I went to a freshers night at pozition and had a good old party with Steph and Lauren... quite chavvy music but all was good. I'm enjoying college and have made some great new friends...

17 in a few weeks, kinda excited, I want to have my friends over or something like that, we're all going to pizza hut tommorrow so need to save money for that... still good times x

I've fallen out of favour
And I've fallen from grace
Fallen out of trees
And I've fallen on my face
Fallen out of taxis
Out of windows too
Fell in your opinion
When I fell in love with you

Oh-ooh
Sometimes I wish for falling
Wish for the release
Wish for falling through the air
To give me some relief
Because falling's not the problem
When I'm falling I'm in peace
It's only when I hit the ground
It causes all the grief

Oh-ooh
This is a song for a scribbled out name
And my love keeps writing again and again
This is a song for a scribbled out name
And my love keeps writing again and again
And again
I'll dance myself up
Drunk myself down
Find people to love
Love people too drunk
I'm not scared to jump
I'm not scared to fall
If there was nowhere to land
I woudn't be scared
At all
All

Sometimes I wish for falling
Wish for the release
Wish for falling through the air
To give me some relief
Because falling's not the problem
When I'm falling I'm in peace
It's only when I hit the ground
It causes all the grief

The E.N.D?

Things are feeling...Odd!
I've developed theese thoughts within day's and it's putting me down and making me worry.
The cause of the problem is unnatainable so I can't sort it out. It just ends up pushed to one side.

I had my enrollment on Thursday, I'm allowed to take all my AS/A2 courses aswell as retaking my maths Gcse so good times!
Got my Nus card (£11!!!!) and a ticket for the freshers foam party on the 17th I'm meeting Ashleigh and Lauren there! Time for a good old Party I think!

Feeling pretty Pissy about stuff to do with college for some reason, I thinks it's because I'm nervous!

Laters alligators

cos we're all sorted out for E's and Wizz

Oh is this the way they say the future's meant to feel?
Or just twent thousand people standing in a field
And I just don't quite understand what this feeling is
But that okay cos we're all sorted out for E's and Wizz
And tell me when the spaceship lands
Cos all this has just got to mean something
In the middle of the night
It feels alright but then tomorrow morning
Ohh Ohh when you come down
Oh yeah the pirate radion told us what was going down
Got the tickets from some messed up bloke in Camden Town
And no one seems to know exactly where it is
But that's okay, cos we're all sorted out for E's and Wizz
At 4 0'clock the normal world seems very very very far away
Hey hey
Just keep on moving
Everybody asks your name they say we're all the same
And now it's "Nice one, Geezer"-that's far the conversation went
I lost my friends, I dance alone, it's 6 o'clock, I wanna go home
But it's no way not today, makes you wonder what it meant
And thi hollow feeling grows and grows and grows and grows
And you wanna call your mother and say,
"Mother, I can never come home again because I seem to have left
an important part of my brain somewhere in a field in Hampshire."
Alright
Ooohh Oohh when you come down
Oohh what if you never come down

Oh is this the way they say the future's meant to feel?
Or just twenty thousand people standing in a field
And I don't quite understand just what this feeling is
But that okay cos we're all sorted out for E's and Wizz
And tell me when the spaceship lands
Cos all this has just got to mean something

In the middle of the night
It feels alright but then tomorrow morning
Ohh Ohh when you come down

Oh yeah the pirate radio told us what was going down
Got the tickets from some fucked up bloke in Camden Town
And no one seems to know exactly where it is
But that's okay, cos we're all sorted out for E's and Wizz
At 4 0'clock the normal world seems very very very far away
Hey hey

Just keep on moving
Everybody asks your name they say we're all the same
And now it's "Nice one, Geezer"-and that's far the conversation went
I lost my friends, I dance alone, it's 6 o'clock, I wanna go home
But it's no way not today, makes you wonder what it meant
And the hollow feeling grows and grows and grows and grows
And you wanna call your mother and say,
"Mother, I can never come home again because I seem to have left
an important part of my brain somewhere in a field in Hampshire."
Alright



Ooohh Oohh when you come down
Oohh what if you never come down?


From the album Different Class

Man in the Kitchen, Bastard in the Bedroom

Fuck me... Not written in a while...
So stuffs going good, I have my college enrollment tommorrow at 3.45 (takes the fucking piss)
But whatevs!
Still with Mitchell... Goood times is all I am gonna say, except that a slight factor of S&M has appeared.
Got my GCSE results :)
6 A's
4 B's
2 C's
and One D (I failed my maths) Oh well, if it means retaking at college so be it. Life's tough, it's tougher when your stupid!
Seriously though I'm actually very much excited for college althoug I may have to stay another two years to get one of the subjects I've had to drop. But whats the worst that can happen? I get more mature. I'm not desperate to go to University.. That can wait. I just want to leave Hull and get on with working in London (YEHA BABY) with endless job opportunities :)
Well lifes moving at it's usual rate. My birthday in 28 days and Mitchells in 20 :) Need to decide what I'm doing for that now. well Tata xxx