Tree Zombie

Back In Black

well, I simply cannot revert back to my normal life.
Er well things are getting back on track.

Loving florence and the machines new song , "Heavy in your arms" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hJg1iZVdEkw

Been out with Mitchell a couple of times, loving his company.
nothing much to report tbh.

Submerge

A death in the family leaves a void that cannot be filled. No one can ever take the place of this individual in the world. We should not try to comfort the family by saying that "it was his time anyway", or, "he was suffering". These may be words of comfort later. However, there must be time to mourn the fact that things will never be the same. One minute he was here and now he is gone. The human mind must be allowed to sit with this reality. Mourning is a necessary part of the human experience. If it is ignored, a general feeling of sadness may pervade the whole family.

Spiraling

Well the bomb has finally dropped!
Im not going to go into detail. Basically it's hurt my family and me and we're all coping in our own way!
I'm writing this and I still haven't come to terms with what has happened fully. I think that I'm still waiting for it to hit me. I haven't had a propper cry or broken down yet. I doing th champagne affect... Bottle it up, then explode!
I'm being encouraged to get on and go out, but it doesn't feel right. I don't want to start crying in the middle of town. I don't want to cry on my familys shoulders because they have to deal with this aswell.
Mitchell is fully aware of whats happened and I know he's here for me.
It's only short, theres loads of stuff to be sorted out. Bye for now