Kings Of Leon

What a bunch of beautifull boys they are...
Were going to see them in december...
much excitemundo...

Had a good day today...
went to town, got my friends birthday present and hung out with J.C and Teddy...
Gonna chillax untill thursday then its party time...

Talked to Teddy and J.C about the situation and it seems pretty inevitable that nothing will happen...
and if it does it's the work of some unseen forces....
Possibly God!

I make it worse for myself by putting myself in the position where I want it to happen...
Life is suckishly good!

The leaves may fall, but the trees stay tall!

Don't give up I will make it!

Love's got more hooks than a fish line.

This is a Bump in the road.

I am not the first.

I stick my head in the sunshine.

But expect the worst.

I will drown my sorrows.

Then swim to shore.

Believing hurts.

L.O.V.E

Fucking, bloody, cum bucket, shit!

I hate the way this makes me feel!


Damn it!

In other news... I quite like this picture!

Little Monster

Hassle

Is stuff getting on top of me.
I'm just looking the other way, saving my troubles for another day.
I have to throw them away but they're stuck to the bottom of my heart.
I used be myself, I never beat around the bush.

Now I'm so confused.
Now I'm so unsure.
Now I hate the way, that a say. I love you.

We used to be friends.
We always stayed the same, nothing came between us.
We never lost ourselves in each other.
We didn't know the difference between heaven and pain.

What Im going through is Hurtfull.
I never knew this would be it
Now this is the end.
We end it here.
I apologise.

Just to be there!

My heart and head are having a fight again...
I'm not sure what to do...
The last time I was in this situation my head won and it affected me strangely...
I was miserable up untill it ended which wasn't to bad it was more of a relief...
That probably doesn't make any sense but it't the only way to explain so I can get it off my chest...
I know I'm not the only one with problems at the moment...

It's worse because I'm so damn idescive...

On other news...
What a Crappy day...
Ah shit I'm still complaining....
well fuck....
who even cares...

Music seems to be affecting me...

"You don't know what you got, till your missing it alot"

Post to Post

Hmmm it's amazing how quickly life can suck...
I haven't ranted in a while...
When things seem to be going at a decent or normal rate something happens that fucks it up.
I make it worse for myself...
Since I broke up with Mitchell things have been shitty on the love front...
Shitty is putting it mildly... Im even watching Moulin Rouge, which is not helping...
COME WHAT MAY.... Dayuum that just makes it worse.
It's the constant reminders that make it worse.

Robyn's song "Be Mine" Is mirroring how I feel word for word...


"And I am helpless, sometimes wishings just no good
Cause you don't see me like I wish you would"

Teh Oh My Gawd season

so much is going on... had no time to update.
College is going great... I'm loving it (apart from maths which sucks and always will).
Im off to two partys soon... One at Asylum and one at a friends... Need to look on ebay to find a costume. Going as a mental paitient for Asylum and something else for the other one.
Bought a sexy dress for a fiver from primark, and a H by henry holland skirt with lips on it. Tis the sex. I also got my new bike it's bloody gorgeous :D Viking Vitesse its called and it's white...

Got a lot on my plate.

dunno much more than what I want to know.

Iwont say Im in love

Hercules I wont say Im in love is what we altos are singing in show choir...
Not sure if I want to go for the double solo part of Meg...
anyway Off too fair tonight.

Back from the beyond

Apologies...

Finally 17 yeah baby...

been having a bang tidy time at wyke...

really busy with work and finally getting a social life...

Its been a hectic couple of months...

Hull Fair tonight, going with Colesy and some others...

Decided what to go as for the Halloween party at Asylum....

I am going as...

ELISABETH BURROWS...
from the film : Don't say a word...

YAY crazy lady...

I'm quite upset that "This is england 86" has ended...

I love all the girls...

LOL and Kelly are my favourite....

spesh LOL's hair, it's beautifull...