Well the bomb has finally dropped!
Im not going to go into detail. Basically it's hurt my family and me and we're all coping in our own way!
I'm writing this and I still haven't come to terms with what has happened fully. I think that I'm still waiting for it to hit me. I haven't had a propper cry or broken down yet. I doing th champagne affect... Bottle it up, then explode!
I'm being encouraged to get on and go out, but it doesn't feel right. I don't want to start crying in the middle of town. I don't want to cry on my familys shoulders because they have to deal with this aswell.
Mitchell is fully aware of whats happened and I know he's here for me.
It's only short, theres loads of stuff to be sorted out. Bye for now
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