Tuesday, 9 November 2010

Fuck My Life

A brash title but I don't gove two shiny shits!

Lifes is fucking stresing me out! Him is getting with a Her, that her (as obviously the swearing indicates) is not ME!
And thinking about the time I've wasted wishing it was me, has pissed me off beyond belief!

FML

As stupid and self indulgent as it sounds, I just want to cry thinking about it.

all I want is something "normal" in my life... something that can bring me a bit of happiness for once... and y'know what not just for me but my two best friends who deserve just as much as I do if not more. I love them both too bits and they both understand where I'm coming from and how I feel.

On a daily basis my life revolves around college, home, sleep, with a few bits inbetween.

I am a substitute person.

I live with it.

But for once I'd like to belong to somebody who I care about and they care about me.

Its not too much to ask... is it?

well yes, when theres girls much prettier than I am who are still single.

I know that moaning does nothing to solve it but it makes me feel better.

I know no one will read this... but for those who do and those who are boys.... Look and learn and for all those girls... Head High and Dream On

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